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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>I write and you can find me on LJ with the same username. I am on indefinite hiatus from Cassiopeia.</description><title>Innocence is just an illusion</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @beeswaxing)</generator><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Ice [21] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; Ice&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae/JaeHo&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating: &lt;/strong&gt;NC-17&amp;#160;&lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; AU, fluff, romance, mild angst, drama &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; Yunho knows ice very well. He is the youngest team captain in the history of the best professional hockey team in South Korea, bringing his teammates to glory time and time again. But a little something has been missing lately, a spark that everyone has grown to recognise from the young man. His teammates know exactly what’s wrong but he refuses to acknowledge it. Jaejoong is much too young to be this cynical and jaded. At least, that’s what his parents say, but what do they know? They love their only son and only want him to be happy despite not agreeing with his rock star lifestyle. When the 29 year old finds himself in rehab after a sort of accidental overdose, his tearful parents give him an ultimatum. Now he has to figure out what to do with the ball of ice that is his heart…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN: &lt;/strong&gt; Please read the AN at the bottom of the chapter if you&amp;#8217;re confused, especially those who read this fic last week. Banner by unknowntibidip!&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/38878.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39073.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39249.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39645.html" target="_blank"&gt;4a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39759.html" target="_blank"&gt;4b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39938.html" target="_blank"&gt;5&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40380.html" target="_blank"&gt;6&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40488.html" target="_blank"&gt;7&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40758.html" target="_blank"&gt;8&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40985.html" target="_blank"&gt;9a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/41373.html" target="_blank"&gt;9b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/41556.html" target="_blank"&gt;10&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42098.html" target="_blank"&gt;11a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42353.html" target="_blank"&gt;11b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42773.html" target="_blank"&gt;12&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43306.html" target="_blank"&gt;13&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43741.html" target="_blank"&gt;14a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43833.html" target="_blank"&gt;14b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/45028.html" target="_blank"&gt;15&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/46271.html" target="_blank"&gt;16a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/46402.html" target="_blank"&gt;16b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/47927.html" target="_blank"&gt;17a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/48175.html" target="_blank"&gt;17b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/50665.html" target="_blank"&gt;18&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/51074.html" target="_blank"&gt;19a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/51989.html" target="_blank"&gt;19b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53850.html" target="_blank"&gt;20&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/55308.html" target="_blank"&gt;21&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50886792953</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50886792953</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 17:07:00 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>ice</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>DONG BANGIN' DADDIES!!!</title><description>&lt;a href="http://dongbangdaddies.livejournal.com"&gt;DONG BANGIN' DADDIES!!!&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;blockquote class="link_og_blockquote"&gt;&lt;a href="http://dongbangdaddies.livejournal.com" target="_blank"&gt;http://dongbangdaddies.livejournal.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Everyone who loves DBSK with kids (mpreg etc), a new comm has been set up that aims to compile all the fics in this genre for you! We’re starting with LJ and DW fics for now because it’s a pretty big task, but this comm will be growing and we want you to grow with us!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50879003114</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50879003114</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 15:11:32 +1200</pubDate><category>dbsk</category><category>fanfiction</category><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>changmin</category><category>yoochun</category><category>junsu</category><category>mpreg</category></item><item><title>All skin and no shame - What do you want?</title><description>&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/55281.html"&gt;All skin and no shame - What do you want?&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;If you want a say in what I write next, come join the poll ;-)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50417487261</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50417487261</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 01:05:07 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>fanfiction</category><category>poll</category><category>me</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is... [6] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; All I Need Is…&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; High School &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; He fears the darkness, but yet hides in it. Shadows follow him wherever he goes whether awake or asleep. No one knows him, yet everyone knows of him. Everyone except another boy in his year. A rebel without a cause some say. Two boys who don’t know the existence of the other, until a chance encounter under the bright moonlight as they both search for the one thing they need that they cannot seem to get.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN:&lt;/strong&gt; Ok people, after all the confusion, I’m going to do this. If I use a Jaejoong photo/gif or something related to him, it’s gonna be his POV. If I use a Yunho photo/gif or something related to him, it will be his POV. If I use a photo/gif with both of them, it will be combined POV so read carefully…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/5ba06408dcfca2378bebea55d59d3084/tumblr_inline_mmquroUoii1qz4rgp.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53093.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53310.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53615.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54123.html" target="_blank"&gt;4&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54562.html" target="_blank"&gt;5&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/55012.html" target="_blank"&gt;6&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50346614880</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50346614880</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 03:53:01 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>AINI</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>THIS IS ME… While watching whatever the fuck...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/01d8d878e8b86f16f9a440825abc88e5/tumblr_mmp0alWhSk1rjcfxro1_r1_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;THIS IS ME… While watching whatever the fuck @bornfreeonekiss retweeted… 25 seconds of it and I am going to spend the rest of my day acting like this poor cat ;_____________;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50322312251</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50322312251</guid><pubDate>Mon, 13 May 2013 16:51:15 +1200</pubDate><category>me</category><category>cat</category><category>twitter</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is... [5] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; All I Need Is…&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; High School &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; He fears the darkness, but yet hides in it. Shadows follow him wherever he goes whether awake or asleep. No one knows him, yet everyone knows of him. Everyone except another boy in his year. A rebel without a cause some say. Two boys who don’t know the existence of the other, until a chance encounter under the bright moonlight as they both search for the one thing they need that they cannot seem to get.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN:&lt;/strong&gt; Ok people, after all the confusion, I’m going to do this. If I use a Jaejoong photo/gif or something related to him, it’s gonna be his POV. If I use a Yunho photo/gif or something related to him, it will be his POV. If I use a photo/gif with both of them, it will be combined POV so read carefully…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/5ec02c0a069a6f74370bf2351343243b/tumblr_inline_mmkyxmCZq71qz4rgp.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53093.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53310.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53615.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54123.html" target="_blank"&gt;4&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54562.html" target="_blank"&gt;5&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50083290253</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50083290253</guid><pubDate>Fri, 10 May 2013 23:37:16 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>aini</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is...</title><description>&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54428.html"&gt;All I Need Is...&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;blockquote class="link_og_blockquote"&gt;Ok I need help cos i’ve been kinda going back and forth on this. I’d already tossed out Kangin and Kangta who were the other candidates because I cannot imagine Kangin as a neurosurgeon and Kangta is just not right with Hyorin… I know i’ve already used Eric in ch4 but i’m having second thoughts…&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;What’s with the green omg!!! Anyway, I need help from y’all! I promise to stick with the majority hahahaha :P&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50072788441</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50072788441</guid><pubDate>Fri, 10 May 2013 17:48:19 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>aini</category><category>fanfiction</category><category>poll</category></item><item><title>I wrote this while at the hospital yesterday. My handwriting is...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/13dc36bfa0435b20a3fe868d3d012bb6/tumblr_mmj00gBUCD1r0dzcuo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I wrote this while at the hospital yesterday. My handwriting is practically unreadable and that’s usually what it looks like when i’m writing fast lol. And this was in a hospital bed, I was doped up on meds and the damn drip was on my right hand and i’m predominantly right-handed hence the terrible handwriting. Jaejoong and his photos just drove me to post this while my ovaries finish crying so I can actually write a proper drabble/oneshot tomorrow lol.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50003569884</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50003569884</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 22:05:04 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>yunho</category><category>drabble</category><category>sleeping beauty</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is... [4] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; All I Need Is…&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; High School &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; He fears the darkness, but yet hides in it. Shadows follow him wherever he goes whether awake or asleep. No one knows him, yet everyone knows of him. Everyone except another boy in his year. A rebel without a cause some say. Two boys who don’t know the existence of the other, until a chance encounter under the bright moonlight as they both search for the one thing they need that they cannot seem to get.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN:&lt;/strong&gt; Ok people, after all the confusion, I’m going to do this. If I use a Jaejoong photo/gif or something related to him, it’s gonna be his POV. If I use a Yunho photo/gif or something related to him, it will be his POV. If I use a photo/gif with both of them, it will be combined POV so read carefully…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/f244c308532a9193c464b90de1f539fe/tumblr_inline_mmiyyjomPg1qz4rgp.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53093.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53310.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53615.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/54123.html" target="_blank"&gt;4&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50002926154</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/50002926154</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 21:42:41 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>AINI</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>Handsome namja is handsome… and lonely…</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv6u9nG2cA1r4y5iko1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Handsome namja is handsome… &lt;strike&gt;and lonely…&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49999333319</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49999333319</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 19:29:58 +1200</pubDate><category>yunho</category><category>gorgeous</category><category>namja</category></item><item><title>Aish Jaejoongie… forever useless with animals. I know you...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f3455b6ccc37c8a1a4c681bb8f393bba/tumblr_mm3d4dJnhc1rqihmqo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Aish Jaejoongie… forever useless with animals. I know you and Yunho are two halves of a whole, but it’s a little ridiculous that he got the half that animals love and you got the half that animals hate lmao. Little kitten booping you is seriously too damn much for me to handle.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49999291864</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49999291864</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 19:28:32 +1200</pubDate><category>jaejoong</category><category>kitten</category><category>cute</category><category>love</category><category>adorable</category><category>dead</category><category>my ovaries</category><category>HALP</category></item><item><title>jaddasroots:

16/? gifs of “Jung, could you not”

SCREAMING...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c37d846acf6f3911cbb167f31c4fb51b/tumblr_mkn2a6gBAM1rzpicbo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jaddasroots.tumblr.com/post/49943285188/16-gifs-of-jung-could-you-not" target="_blank"&gt;jaddasroots&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;span&gt;16/&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://jaddasroots.tumblr.com/tagged/jung-could-you-not" target="_blank"&gt;?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; gifs of “Jung, could you not”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;SCREAMING TBH!!!! SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AGAIN AND AGAIN OVER AND OVER AND HOLY MOTHER OF FUCKING JUNG GOD WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;//whimpering blubbering utter mess//&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49992125266</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49992125266</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 16:34:22 +1200</pubDate><category>yunho</category><category>WAYLT</category><category>SEX</category><category>HALP</category><category>DEAD</category><category>OH DEAR GOD</category><category>MOTHERFUCKER</category><category>WHAT ARE YOU</category><category>GO AWAY</category><category>EVERYTHING HURTS</category><category>OMFG</category><category>DEADTBQH</category></item><item><title>Ice [20] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; Ice&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae/JaeHo &lt;strong&gt;Rating: &lt;/strong&gt;NC-17&amp;#160;&lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; AU, fluff, romance, mild angst, drama &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; Yunho knows ice very well. He is the youngest team captain in the history of the best professional hockey team in South Korea, bringing his teammates to glory time and time again. But a little something has been missing lately, a spark that everyone has grown to recognise from the young man. His teammates know exactly what’s wrong but he refuses to acknowledge it. Jaejoong is much too young to be this cynical and jaded. At least, that’s what his parents say, but what do they know? They love their only son and only want him to be happy despite not agreeing with his rock star lifestyle. When the 29 year old finds himself in rehab after a sort of accidental overdose, his tearful parents give him an ultimatum. Now he has to figure out what to do with the ball of ice that is his heart…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN: &lt;/strong&gt;I&amp;#8217;m in hospital and posting. This is dedication or insanity. I can&amp;#8217;t figure out which. Banner is done by Yue ;-)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/9c9bebe76505829a908ceeb65ed4a1bd/tumblr_inline_mmhditn9Dr1qz4rgp.png"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/38878.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39073.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39249.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39645.html" target="_blank"&gt;4a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39759.html" target="_blank"&gt;4b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/39938.html" target="_blank"&gt;5&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40380.html" target="_blank"&gt;6&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40488.html" target="_blank"&gt;7&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40758.html" target="_blank"&gt;8&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/40985.html" target="_blank"&gt;9a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/41373.html" target="_blank"&gt;9b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/41556.html" target="_blank"&gt;10&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42098.html" target="_blank"&gt;11a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42353.html" target="_blank"&gt;11b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/42773.html" target="_blank"&gt;12&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43306.html" target="_blank"&gt;13&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43741.html" target="_blank"&gt;14a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/43833.html" target="_blank"&gt;14b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/45028.html" target="_blank"&gt;15&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/46271.html" target="_blank"&gt;16a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/46402.html" target="_blank"&gt;16b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/47927.html" target="_blank"&gt;17a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/48175.html" target="_blank"&gt;17b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/50665.html" target="_blank"&gt;18&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/51074.html" target="_blank"&gt;19a&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/51989.html" target="_blank"&gt;19b&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53850.html" target="_blank"&gt;20&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49930789815</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49930789815</guid><pubDate>Thu, 09 May 2013 01:02:07 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>ice</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is... [3] - YunJae </title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; All I Need Is…&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; High School &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; He fears the darkness, but yet hides in it. Shadows follow him wherever he goes whether awake or asleep. No one knows him, yet everyone knows of him. Everyone except another boy in his year. A rebel without a cause some say. Two boys who don’t know the existence of the other, until a chance encounter under the bright moonlight as they both search for the one thing they need that they cannot seem to get.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN:&lt;/strong&gt; Ok people, after all the confusion in the previous chapter, I’m going to do this. If I use a Jaejoong photo/gif or something related to him, it’s gonna be his POV. If I use a Yunho photo/gif or something related to him, it will be his POV. If I use both, it will be combined POV so read carefully… Have I mentioned how much I dislike first person fics? I had to throw out 4,000 words yesterday cos I hated whatever it is that I wrote… OTL&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/24f9dce2a3cb21510fafcb80ebec1846/tumblr_inline_mmeoor4tHA1qz4rgp.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53093.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53310.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53615.html" target="_blank"&gt;3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49823743753</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49823743753</guid><pubDate>Tue, 07 May 2013 14:10:31 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>AINI</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>ikeng1992:

Yunho return to korea have good emotion. He always...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d00802dbab4e01970e5d660688169fbd/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/afbfffc28bb8158c357af2b6cbdab5e5/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/272aff812505fe9c155f57182edbe7b3/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/838349f4316da8fdfc4dc5297d409934/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco4_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/217c20300811c71249e3546b50f12292/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco5_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b4f326da8785a10670d57342ebb92a43/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco6_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7e2cc1b7e7209ffdb0c291696863035f/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco7_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cf73af0df77f6f3cea33db6391d1ac1e/tumblr_mmdffceqNJ1snl0lco8_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ikeng1992.tumblr.com/post/49764584986/yunho-return-to-korea-have-good-emotion-he-always" target="_blank"&gt;ikeng1992&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yunho return to korea have good emotion. He always give a killer smile. Cr. in the picture&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Feeling crappy and someone sent this to me and he might as well be the teletubby sun or whatever it is that Changmin called Junsu because he just made me smile so hard I think my face is about to split in half OTL&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Seeing him smiling and happy is kinda indescribable… &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;OK I’M SICK AND IT’S MAKING ME SAPPY. LEAVE ME ALONE #CRIES&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49766902975</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49766902975</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 23:01:44 +1200</pubDate><category>yunho</category><category>airport</category><category>love</category><category>gorgeous</category><category>smile</category></item><item><title>Is he trying to hide a boner or is he trying to contain his pee?...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b49db6ec410b0af4686de916a48b3de9/tumblr_mm76htEr1X1r5dg3mo1_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Is he trying to hide a boner or is he trying to contain his pee? OTL&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49735985344</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49735985344</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 13:04:14 +1200</pubDate><category>changmin</category><category>cool kiz</category><category>lol</category><category>awkward</category><category>cute</category></item><item><title>All I Need Is... [2] - YunJae</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; All I Need Is…&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; beeswaxing &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; YunJae &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;strong&gt;Length:&lt;/strong&gt; Chaptered &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt; High School &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; I don&amp;#8217;t own anything apart from the story. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; He fears the darkness, but yet hides in it. Shadows follow him wherever he goes whether awake or asleep. No one knows him, yet everyone knows of him. Everyone except another boy in his year. A rebel without a cause some say. Two boys who don’t know the existence of the other, until a chance encounter under the bright moonlight as they both search for the one thing they need that they cannot seem to get.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AN:&lt;/strong&gt; This fic switches point of views between Yunho and Jaejoong so keep that in mind when you read it. It’s already caught some people out lol.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/4d56c62acb0486424ca9ff11468a287c/tumblr_inline_mm7v54oqJ81qz4rgp.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53093.html" target="_blank"&gt;1&lt;/a&gt; || &lt;a href="http://beeswaxing.livejournal.com/53310.html" target="_blank"&gt;2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49502738404</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49502738404</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 21:46:25 +1200</pubDate><category>yunjae</category><category>yunho</category><category>jaejoong</category><category>AINI</category><category>fanfiction</category></item><item><title>
changmin gets curious about child birth. | trans cr: tsks /...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9929203f06ae579885ec4568034752e0/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo2_r1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1fc1f8e4af745c276c1dc324b03991c0/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo3_r1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d936aa9b7f363a879ca7a793942a5f23/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo5_r1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6d47bf8aabf197ec5c20ec0d4f5886d3/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo7_r1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4ec32c3b1c91d42ff1d08420928703d1/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/54575f897e87fdb6de55c6a5dc322e8a/tumblr_mm6l9ywNtF1qeouxeo6_r1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;changmin gets curious about child birth. | trans cr: &lt;a href="http://www.weibo.com/2940691132/zuStkq283" target="_blank"&gt;tsks / 西游字幕&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Or should I call him Pinocchio? I see your nose is different, oppa. Who’s been a naughty boy huh? &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49502076957</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49502076957</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 21:18:28 +1200</pubDate><category>changmin</category><category>lmao</category><category>yeah right</category><category>innocent my ass</category><category>XDDD!</category></item><item><title>Smile, oh pretty baby ;-)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhzqtmPpJQ1qec6cfo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Smile, oh pretty baby ;-)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49491385161</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49491385161</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 16:14:16 +1200</pubDate><category>yunho</category><category>i'm horny all of a sudden hahahaha</category><category>cutie</category><category>pretty</category></item><item><title>Fuck your eyes, man…</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e5c31904ea72ea2a1d8ee0bb30a59f02/tumblr_mm79c0HAs61qb8sspo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/303bf5581ca63bd8e37fa8dc1841129b/tumblr_mm79c0HAs61qb8sspo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Fuck your eyes, man…&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49491221477</link><guid>http://beeswaxing.tumblr.com/post/49491221477</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 May 2013 16:11:27 +1200</pubDate><category>jaejoong</category><category>eyes</category><category>wth</category><category>jackal</category><category>ugh</category><category>too much oppa</category></item></channel></rss>
